Enormously Happy
Joyhave u ever this feeling when u want to give everybody everything u have with all ur heart and wanted nothing in return?
have u ever felt that God is giving u everything in order to give him something back in return and didn't know wat is it?
have u ever seen the world more miserable than this and u wants to help but u got nothing in ur hand to fix it?
have u ever felt that u wanna do so many things : dance till u drop dad, sing ur heart out, scream till ur throat hurts u, laugh hysterically with no reason at all, draw watva ur hands leads u, paint all the colors on one sheet, play music as if u've never played b4, photograph everything and everyone u love and cherish...and yet u did nothing of those and dunno where to start?
tell me wat to do...put me on the first step...keep this feeling for as long as i live to thank u for it....Amen.
Devious Comments
When i feel that everything's perfect & i want nothing more, there's usually a subtle fright accompanied with happiness; a fright of the time when this feeling will have to end.
At such times & at some point i just wish i could freeze at this feeling, or simply turn my back on this world & leave it.
& i am currently in the state of wanting to do many things already, & whatever i do just doesn't feel enough. It's like throwing wood into the fire, it only generates a greater desire for doing more.
Your piano should be your refuge, just sit before it, make up weird chords & sing weird melodies. & trust me, the weirder it is the better it will make you feel.
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You make me proud of who I am
Or maybe I'm just conceited
i like the wood & fire description
and for the piano thingy..i guess i'll give it a try..thnx sweetz
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Ayat Seif Elnasr...
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